It's amazing how people can be really bad. I mean bad as cruel. I don't know why the person can do such things. Bad things. I know I'm not a saint, or maybe I'm a sinner. Some people might be hurt because my doings (hopefully not).
Just, yeah. I can't even describe things right now. Maybe I already reach the point which this is the time to lay back, shut up and watch the world burn. Never get your feelings involved otherwise some bad people will use you. So, I will stop caring, stop feeling. Damn, I wish I was a robot : every morning I wake up I can press the button which mask and emotion will I be today : happy, grumpy, angry, lazy, cheerful. But can not. Your feeling and action influenced by your surroundings. Maybe I should stop seeing surroundings too! Meh, it's impossible.
My anthropology teacher once said : we are social creature. Which part of you don't interact with societies?
So I have this struggle : I do really wanna be alone but my society don't let it.
Ah forget it. This is just my morning rambling. I will get sane in an hour, when societies dragging me to participate. Hell.
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